Why can't I let you go after all these years

Whenever in the dead of night, I always think of you, 6 years, why still forget you! But I do not know how to express my miss to you, now whether you are a wife and a mother, is it not still think of a silly like you once, accompany you crazy playground, accompany you cherry orchard, accompany you to see the sea! I know you hate me, I know you don't want me to appear in front of you, but I can't stop thinking about you! I know you will never see all this I wrote, I do not expect you will see, more do not want you to see, but this miss has been depressed, want to find a place to vent, I do not have a bosom friend can talk, these 6 years, I have been OK, you have a good, whether you have another silly to take care of you, he knows you like to eat chicken wings, He holds you tight when you're on your period, he puts up with your bad temper, and… There are 6 years of change is too big, maybe you no longer love to eat chicken wings, maybe you have no big miss temper, I really silly, silly think you will be before I know you because of fear of losing, all we hug tightly! In this way, you cried deeply, I also shed tears, I did not let you see. I want to forget you, but no matter how hard I try, you are still deeply in my mind, your name is deeply imprinted in my heart, you! I miss you, alas help you said 12 years a cycle, the cells of the human body will all change again, maybe 12 years later you will completely forget it for others are always so passionate. Floor master find a corner to cry to recommend a movie "deskmate you" recently are sad posts want to have what use, only blame did not cherish!!! I missed you too! Recruitment part-time plus group: 251315674 Ah… "What you don't get is the best, and what you get is not necessarily what you want most." I comfort myself in this way, because I have been unable to put down my first love for nearly 20 years before. I feel so much better now. My Blu Mer! It is better to meet miss, miss than cherish the people around you, not to tell you, every woman I have not SHANG enough, I miss very much. Since I think so, she went to find her, even if she has been a mother or a good friend lost just know to cherish, useless, why not grasp it at that time? Now to regret, say forget, just feel very speechless 9 floor reply the most wonderful, the most understand the floor I also want to, alas, will not go